Thu. May 2nd, 2024

America has always been a cauldron of inconsistencies; so often in our history we’ve ended up with brilliance, tolerance, and progress only after every other option has been exhausted. We’re at it still, with willfully ignorant cowards, cretins, and opportunistic shit-stirrers hoping an alternately roiled and apathetic populace will focus on trivial differences while missing the big picture (hint, it has nothing to do with life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, but a crusty and soulless percentile dividing obscene amounts of wealth and setting the world ablaze, as the White Capitalist God intended).

But still. Even at times when the most recalcitrantly optimistic amongst us feel hope is a sucker’s game, I find it instructive—and inspiring—to consider that, to take only one from many other examples, this country, which beats and stymies its best citizens, is capable of producing a genius like Thelonious Monk. Despite every systemic disadvantage and all obstacles placed in his path, he lived, he played, and he makes us all immortal. Any country that can claim “Straight, No Chaser” is worth preserving and fighting for.

Onward and Happy Independence-ish Day. ?????(p.s.: if heaven exists the solo that begins at 3:17 is what you hear as you stride into the light.)

Thelonious Monk’s Moods

Imagine the ocean

and holding it

Back

with only two hands,

and one outsized mind.

Only God,

or the moon,

can move the tides.

And since God is dead

that’s a Hell

of a lot to ask

of one man.

So what do you do

When the water keeps coming,

wave after wave,

the salty weight of this world

Crashing

every other second

On the shore:

full of scoffed pebbles

like stars scattered

Far Out, in space.

What is music

if not the art

of uncontainable energy

checking itself?

Notes from Underground:

a crepuscular kind of occupation

(since custom or tradition,

or transcendence—

lost in translation—

compels it?)

Listen:

You think you’re ill-equipped

to unravel these misteriosos, and

what they’re saying, or from whence

they came?

Imagine

being The Man

Who heard them

First.

Thinking & dancing & Rhythm-a-Ning

his way through life’s mess

of magic and mystery.

The loneliest monk

transcribing such sounds

like some new bible:

The ugly beauty

of brilliant corners.

If that piano could talk…

It would sing a song

of salvation and sorrow,

and the ways

we make ourselves

insensible

to the ecstasies,

those man-made

miracles some consider

a sort of sustenance.

They say Monk went silent

‘cuz he said all he had to say,

But couldn’t it be true

That he just got tired?

Speaking, or eavesdropping

On himself, obliged

to that breaking sea

inside his head, not

broken but disabused.

Unwell, watching

immodest clock-thumpers,

gone gray

in stifling suits:

Evolved

in the art of becoming

Invisible.

Machines in the ghost, making more

money than sense, evading all

engagement or anything

not on display

in bored rooms.

P.S.

The ocean, after all,

and at long last,

Can always account for itself.

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